Wow, how time flies… my birthday is in (about) two weeks. Dad’s always been there to make my birthday meal (and ‘complain’ about the ice cream cake he never liked -_-;). Knowing he’s not gonna be there to make it this time is really depressing.
Yesterday Mom and I went down to southern MN to visit the last of my grandparents: Grandma D. She’s in a nursing home now because her son, M, wasn’t taking care of her properly – although he pretended that he did. She’s having a hard time doing things now, like talking, moving, and eating… Mom’s certain she won’t last the winter. I… just couldn’t go in and look at her. It scares me to see someone like that, because then I feel like I’m next. I’ve had so many bad experiences with doctors and hospitals that it brings back bad memories. I do feel bad about it, but going in there in a panicked state… wouldn’t have helped either.
Crap! I forgot today’s Thursday… I missed the Smoking Gun’s World’s Dumbest. T.T *cries* Maybe I can find the episode on YouTube or something…
But that means… tomorrow’s Friday: ‘Pickle’ night. Well, if you lived in my area, you’d know what the Pickle is. It’s a bar. Ironically enough, I go there and have things like: hot chocolate, coca cola with grenadine, shelled peanuts, popcorn, and cheese pizza. I’m not into booze much. I do like Fu-Ki Umeshu (Fu-Ki = a brand of wine; Umeshu = Japanese plum wine) and a FEW malt beverages (like Mike’s Hard Lime). Been wanting to try Smirnoff’s Black Cherry and Green Apple, though. A strawberry Daiquiri was pretty good too. But all-in-all, most liquors are to bitter for me to like. LMAO I don’t think I’ve had any liquor since Sis’s wedding (almost exactly) two years ago. But when your percriptions say “do not take with alchohol”, what are ya supposed to do? *sigh* [Note: I just realized that I'm a day off on my days.]
Been tempted to buy Eureka (the Sci-Fi TV show series) from Amazon.com. But I’ve been having a hard time doing it… It was something Dad and I watched together all the time, and I’m having a hard time bringing myself to finish the last of season 3… even though I want to know what happens. *sighes sadly*
Getting tired… Better get to bed…
